Wednesday, March 26, 2008

I forgot them at home.

My big girl panties that is.

I realized this today as I watched Ken get his blood drawn, yet again.  

Almost 2 months of blood draws, doctor's visits, EKG's,  & a cardioversion, you would think we'd be accustomed to the routine, on the contrary.   Some days are easier than others, today was one of those days that I wanted to crawl into bed, fall asleep, wake up & it's gone.  But here we are, preparing for yet another cardioversion, scheduled for Friday.

As a nurse, I take care of patients that live with A-Fib, most of them between the ages of 70-90 so I know that this is far from life threatening.  As a nurse, I know this is manageable.  But as a wife, who is watching her husband go through all this....

it sucks.

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